luxury

today
i have the luxury
of considering
all the times

i have made myself
a fool
for you

today
i have the luxury
of understanding
how little
i mean to you

today
i have the luxury
of seeing the truth plain enough
i'll call your bluff

today
i have the luxury
of knowing once and for all
the fullness of your flaws

today
i have the luxury
of waking up
in the cold light
of day